Own world problem

Whenever i got nervous, i will smoke. And during smoking i will tend to think of it. Think on the things i’m nervous about. It helps me calm down when i plan what will be my next step. And tp know what is really my critical tasks that i need to hold on to. How we should manage this nervousness? I dont know, hopefully someone can provide some points for me to ponder

Those 3 are quitr similar but have their own diffrenxes. A simplistic person want to have a lean astuff. Simplitic just being towards ignorance bordeline. Simple is just simple easy

Streching your leg and feel your body supported thru out. Yeah it is best thing for me everyday

In life we do have a wish list. That is good. Bit when we can’ reach the goal, we tend to be stressed about it. Stressed to the point we felt that we can’t reach it and we have to be ok with it. I’m still struggling with this part, strggling to manage the stress o may have created on my won

I do wonder why ppl have dif teeth arrangment. Even siblings do have the same, did not noticed on twin thou. I do like ppl having nicely laid out teeth. It seems their world is perfect. My teeth is not properly arranged but that is ok. Again why teeth not the same 😀

I do have quite a collection of books. 80% of it i have read it. Over the oast 5 years my book reading habits somewhat stop but i do still buy the books with the mind of i will read later. Why this happens i do not know. But strange enough one of my hobby is reading, although i’m not a nerd myself. I consider myself sloppy dedicated laid back proscinated person. I will do mu job but on my own term and pace. I always wanted to start doing things first right and it does build mu character; be it positive and negative. Some may look it as negative as it seems i put my thoughts and plan too much before proceeding something, but i do like that pricinple thou, it keeps me sleep at night 😀

I like strechy jeans, for some ppl they think it is not man enough, but it is really comfy and i likeut very much

I have 2 kinds of sleep problem. 1 is i’m easy to sleep and 1 i sometime having trouble to have discpline sleep. Easy to sleep means i lost lot of time bu just sleeping and the latter disturbing my own health and my next day morning day. The latter problem is notmally due to i somehow wanted to do something or just lazy laidback.

I created this blog for myself. It seems that i do have some kind of problem; that i do like living on mynown world. I do have thoughts and opinion but almost all time i will say to myself tak perlu cakap outloud kottt.. i do not think it is problem at first but later i realise that i should share more of my views to the world (thru this blog 😀) so my own world will become bigger and hopefully happier and more meaningful to myself.